HappyNew Year!

I dont' visit here much :/

regarding mylast blog, I have found pagan_lolis on lj 8D

Hope everyone has had some wonderful times, and it's a new year now and happytimes are happening hopefully!

wow long time no update!  i've been keeping my pagan activities kinda low for a while...

i've recently decided to start wearing more lolita things because i love the fashion.  i first came across it last summer, but didn't really wanna wear all the stuff because i'd seen only the gothic lolita and thought that was it.  now i'm really into amaloli (sweet lolita) and i've started making my own clothes (cannot afford brand!)

which has led to an interesting dilema... i know most pagans (actually, all the ones i've seen) wear either normal, gothic, or punk clothing because it's more comfortable or self-expressive, but has there ever been a pagan lolita?  how would i look to have a pentacle hanging from my neck as i run around in my fluttering dress and parasol?  XD

well, since i'm still under my parents roof i'm not being open about my religion.  i'm slowly easing them into my rori happiness and i think it's going pretty good.  my mom liked the skirt i made ^_^

wonder what will happen when i move out.  pagan roriita rampage!! lol just gotta watch the frills and ruffles around the candles!

if there's any other lolis here, i'd like to get in touch!  or if you're interested, there's a verygood comm on livejournal called egl.  i'm a part of it ^_^  it's very nice though there's the occasional wank (which would be highlighted in lolita_wank, another comm)

~Tala

i know i exist because i saw my nails, which i painted
i saw them a few days ago and realized i really did exist
i do exist

funny how i don't remember last summer
was it warm? i don't remember

and i want to do nothing but sleep
i don't care about anything
it's such a wonderful feeling... i love this

AP Calc today took way too long... couldn't focus
at least Hallberg gave us ice cream afterwards

why am i eternally tired?

Tala

school is almost over
no normandale tomorrow... finals week officially starts on wednesday
i have a final on wednesday and two on friday
unfortunately, i have AP Calc test on wednesday
i'm failing bio with an official F
wednesday i do believe is my bio final
yea, it is
this really blows

french oral exam was today
i soooo sucked
and my composition points are at about a C
and i didn't do any more
so my grade is gonna suck in french too
and acting was a bad idea to take
i can't memorize my monologue, which is the final
at least english doesn't have a final
but this really really sucks

then there's high school until gods know when
i hate stuff

and i got in a fight with serge today
unfortunately, i'm not entirely sure what he is mad about
tomorrow it'll be over
and i don't even know if i'll see him again
cuz of finals week is different for everyone
at least i'm done this friday

school really really does make me sad on the inside
it rained today, at least

Tala

P.S. i just remembered, there's pictures of me on facebook. i don't think there's any from detour, but i THINK this is my link: http://hs.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1278840088
cuz i was logged in at the time maybe it won't work...

anime detour was pretty amazing
there are some amazing things in this world
and anime detour is one of them
yup

i met some new people
they are names Tara and Nate
and they are cool

next year i want to make things to sell
so today i tried to paint Kirara on a rock
only it's hard
nand her head is rather smallish
and the color blending didn't work too well because the paint dried and i only had a little amount and it was mixed so i couldn't recreated it
but i think it's ok
i'll varnish it
and maybe next year it will be worth 2 or 3 dollars

it's still kinda cute in my opinion

and i'm looking for crochet patterns
i'm thinking i can make some of my own
like hats with ears on them
that'd be easy
and amigurumi things which are cute and should be easy to do too
idk about making articles of clothing
because it'd be time eating and maybe no one would like them
so i'm sticking to little plushies that i wouldn't mind keeping
and rocks
which i could throw in the back yard if i ever got sick of them

and if i can figure out how to make japanese hair accessories good
i bet that would be good for me to sell
but it's really hard
i've only done it in paper with the simplest petal fold shape
only it's still worth a try i think

so yup, that's my goal for the next year or so...

Tala